I Don’t Want a Hero
~ Lyrics ~
A pretty toxic shock collar
A pretty tempting revolver
A little pretty mess left all over
I don’t want a hero I want closure
I saw you bleed I saw you cry
I saw the things in your mind that you hide
I saw your devils I saw your demons
I saw the angels you still don’t believe in
I seen the bad I seen the good
I seen you do things that I that wish I could
I seen the cuts I seen the blood
I seen it all coming before it was done
I saw the monsters inside of you that you tried to hide inside a silent room
I saw the writing on the wall
I knew you would burn before you would fall
I watched you take, I watched you give
But I never thought that you would take what you did
I watched you break I watched you bend
But in the end the problem is it’s…
A pretty toxic shock collar
A pretty tempting revolver
A little pretty mess left all over
I don’t want a hero I want closure
Cause it hurts when you say my name
But it’s worse when you don’t say a thing
And it burns when you let me close
But when you’re gone is when I feel froze
The elephant in my room of expectations
The things that I do that I can’t say and
The monster in my heart leaves me vacant
Thoughts in a mind of blank spaces
I see I joy and I see pain
And I see things that I can’t explain
I see love and I see hate
And I see it all in your face
I seen you break down right now rain clouds
In your eyes no surprise I see pain now
Wonder where it came from wonder why we’re all numb
I wonder why super man won’t save us
I saw the end when it started
It only made me think that I wish that I was smarter
It only made me think that I wish that I worked harder
But we sat on our hands and asked God for a savior, faith hurts
And it’s dangerous ain’t it hate it but we can’t change it our minds go faceless
No more room for an explanation
Cause we filled in the space with hate when we realized it’s
A pretty toxic shock collar
A pretty tempting revolver
A little pretty mess left all over
I don’t want a hero I want closure
Cause it hurts when you say my name
But it’s worse when you don’t say a thing
And it burns when you let me close
But when you’re gone is when I feel froze