Tho(Ugh)ts
~ Lyrics ~
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That plaque the minds of the faithful dead
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That pray on the void of what’s left
I hate this place the bitter taste
A cold disgrace you must embrace
Brace yourself the flakes are made of hate
Pace yourself the colds too much to take
Every girl a pretty face
Give them all your time to waste
That’s something that you can’t replace
Watch as the snows displaced
To the side of the road
Pull over just to let your battery corrode
Light the match to let your lungs erode
To fight the stress we’re willing to let your heart explode
There’s so much my youth didn’t know
About life and the way things were meant to go
Should I sell my heart to love
Or my soul to a dream
Could fill the other with drugs
Either way we’re not complete
It’s like we’re destined to compete
In this sick game of mismatch puzzle pieces
And the belief is we’ll beat this
And the relief is a fleeting feeling we’re chasing
Till we find a minute of peace in
A sick world but we’re out of options
There’s no way out I can see
But certainly I can see there’s more to life then these fallacies
And our prophets seem to give out prophecies they don’t believe
In a future, that we can’t conceive
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That plaque the minds of the faithful dead
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That pays the price of the richest debt
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That sing the songs to the graceful deaf
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That prey on the void of what’s left
It’s just my thoughts
That’s what I thought
It’s just a thought (repeat)
Like a nightmare it wakes me
The love that displaced me
Defaced me and made me then disgraced me
I found this place to be more sympathetic then empathetic
But life is hectic and straight pathetic
As if we’re intended for fake affection
As if we were made for this infection
But it’s your birthday today
Just thought I’d say hey
Be a pretty bad person if I didn’t at least try to stay
Though it’s clear you don’t know to hear from me
Ever since the day you chose love over blood
Cause of my mistake
But I can’t judge it’s the mess that I made
I tried, lost sleep, lost dreams but can’t fix the break
Just like a window pane
Once it’s broke it can’t fixed only replaced
And don’t think myself as someone I don’t hate
And I don’t make excuses
I just thought we could make it through this
But you think I’m useless
But you were my closest friend
Didn’t think it would end
But things tend to go away we can’t mend
A poor blend
Of blood and lent
And go mad like sharks to a blood scent
Stranger danger and I’ve never felt more threatened
Than life and this cage we’re kept in
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That plaque the minds of the faithful dead
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That pays the price of the richest debt
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That sing the songs to the graceful deaf
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That prey on the void of what’s left
It’s just the thoughts
That’s what I thought
It’s just a thought (repeat)
They tell me I can’t blame everything on myself
But I don’t have the right to blame anyone else
And I can’t find love no matter where I look
I can’t find love in a girl or a book
We lose the things we had chasing things we aren’t keeping
See it’s funny cause I don’t stop thinking
I spend more time in school then I do sleeping
Weekend drinkin’
Weak from drinkin’
We keep drinkin’
We keep seeking but we’re sinking
We’re not leaving
Is it even worth staying
With the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That plaque the minds of the faithful dead
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That pays the price of the richest debt
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That sing the songs to the graceful deaf
It’s just the thoughts (ugh) in my head
That prey on the void of what’s left
It’s just the thoughts
That’s what I thought
It’s just a thought (repeat)
It’s just a, it’s just a thought
Just some things that came to my head
Something I needed to say
Thanks for listening to everything I had to say
It’s hard to admit sometimes
See ya