Ezr
~ Lyrics ~
I miss your smile miss your laugh
Wish I could take that back
I miss that little part of me that I never had
I miss the fun even with the crap
It’s not that bad
I felt more stable in my life then I ever have
Even when we were mad
Or even when you were sad
Cause I was always thankful, I was always glad
Always woke up in the late night
Always think till daylight
Just to watch the demons fight by my night light
Shine the bright light
Want you on my mind so I can call you mine
Too bad love is blind
I could never see you running away
Not till it was too late
Now I could never escape this cage
Wouldn’t it be easier if you just walked away
You can pack your bags tonight I won’t beg you to stay
Wouldn’t it be easier if we had never met
I wouldn’t have to run away from the voices in my head
Wouldn’t it be easier if you had never talked to me
Wouldn’t it be easy, wouldn’t it be easy
Perfect? No. But I never tried so hard
Can’t let you go and you’ve never been so far
Even in the snow you burn my scars
And what you don’t know is I always had a heart
Could I have been better
Should I have wrote her a letter
That said I’d love her forever
And never ever said never
Won’t let you go but you can leave
I still believe the seeds I reap
That you sowed in deceit
This is some bitter wheat
But I will still make bread off the things you said
And if tonight I was dead
I’d die a poor man with lead
You never gave me a reason
Never no explanation
I never got no ease in
The fact you spit in my face well then
Wouldn’t it be easier if you just walked away
You can pack your bags tonight I won’t beg you to stay
Wouldn’t it be easier if we had never met
I wouldn’t have to run away from the voices in my head
Wouldn’t it be easier if you had never talked to me
Wouldn’t it be easy, wouldn’t it be easy
Two shot in and I’m still thinking about her
Three shots in I can’t believe I’m without her
Four shots in who raised that daughter
Five shots in I realize I’m no better
I loose count thinking what was this all about
Your voice drowns out the sound until I’m lying on the ground
I’ve found we’re ruined
Love goes through your head just like a bullet
Both of us are wrong cause neither one knows what we’re doing
I’ll take a shot of your whiskey or your 45
I’m running out of time
Fishing with lies on the line
First I had to learn to live with you
Now I have to live without you
People tell me to move on but never tell me how to
Wouldn’t it be easier if you just walked away
You can pack your bags tonight I won’t beg you to stay
Wouldn’t it be easier if we had never met
I wouldn’t have to run away from the voices in my head
Wouldn’t it be easier if you had never talked to me
Wouldn’t it be easy, wouldn’t it be easy
Wouldn’t it be easier
Wouldn’t it be easier
Wouldn’t it be easier
It’ll never be easy