The Darkness in Me

The Darkness in Me

~ Lyrics ~

But it seems

I can’t let you go

It’s too hard to show

The darkness in me

And I know

I can’t let you go

I still hold out hope

That you’re on my side

Either you’re dumb for stayin’

Or I’m dumb for leavin’

Listen, look at all my little secrets

You wouldn’t believe it

You care too much

You love too much

You touch too much

You feel too much

Stop it

Quit it

You’re gonna get hurt

You think that it’s love

Dressed up in blood

But it’s bad intensions

Marred in mud

You better be careful

Or you’re gonna get cut

You have no idea what I am capable of

All my dark side

In the hard times

In my mind, is war crimes and time flies

Faster than a bullet in the limelight

So just be thankful that I’m even here to fight

Cause I don’t expect to make it through the night

First of all thank you

For stickin’ around

But I hate the fact you never let me drown

And I hate the fact you never sold me out

Cause it’s so much harder than it needs to be now

But it seems

I can’t let you go

It’s too hard to show

The darkness in me

And I know

I can’t let you go

I still hold out hope

That you’re on my side

Well you’re dumb for leavin’

And I’m dumb for waitin’

I’m so full of hatred

I could burn what’s sacred

Like the pictures

The memories

Anything of you and me

Anything that makes me think

You ever cared for me

I love the way you made me feel

So insignificant

I love the way you looked at me

And acted so innocent

I love the way you tore me down and me insecure

I love the way you played me

Then ripped me from her

Yea you broke my heart and then I broke her’s

Guess I love the way you just make it all worse

You tricked me into always puttin’ ya first

I guess I like the torture, the cuts, the burns

I loved the way you kept me at an arm’s length

Like I could touch you, couldn’t hold you, but it made me stay

Now I’m just a trophy that you locked in a cage

Called in occasion told me if I stay I’m safe