Thy(Not So) Faithful Servant
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Although I was born a saint
Sometimes I fall away
Because I cannot become the thing’s I hate
And though I should ask for repentance
I never strayed from Christ’s message
I just have some questions
Preacher preacher
At the steeple
Preacher preacher
Teach your people
Preacher preacher
Run from evil
Preacher preacher
Am I a devil
Cause your people don’t really like me
And I don’t stand for all the right things
And I don’t pray with the white sheep
Brought me by the water to drink
But I fell in and lost my peace
I lost my way am I deceased
So I ceased to feast release the beast
Give my money to holy men and the monasteries
See, you do your job and that’s great but
If you weren’t paid you’d be the same cause
All your people seem to hate blood
And I admit that I been cut
Wash me white as snow but you bleed on me
How can I bare fruit if you cut the tree
Fuel the fire for your sermon’s heat
Preaching to the choir message on repeat
Down to the wire so please tell me
Must I burn to make you complete
Give you my salary so you can eat
When you make it to heaven don’t forget about me
When you leave for heaven
Don’t you dare go without me
This is a sinner’s sermon
Thy not so faithful servant
I’m just a burden
Covered in sin to burn to men
I must be worthless
I am filled with curses
Only know rap verses
And I never listen to worship
Lord forgive my sin’s
If I do it all again
Praying Lord forgive this sin’s
Of your not-so faithful servant
This isn’t blasphemy... this is simply the fight of continuity. We are continually..
Supposed to love
But we turn to hate
Preach against drugs
And then medicate
Not our place to judge
But we raised the case
But the truth is we’re just your weights
Pick us up just to make yourself look better
As you stand on our mistakes
Outside of church where’s your grace
I bet we both sin everyday
Fake
Put money in the pastor’s hand
But don’t look at a homeless man
Guess if Gods my father I’m too good for him
Must be punishment for his sin
So let him go and let him die
Drink God’s blood and eat his rye
If Jesus spoke with sinners and even fed them all dinner
How do you look in God’s eyes
Call it the holy way gays can’t make it cause the path is straight
Wait! Do you believe in fate?
If Satan’s a lion look at your mane
If sin is dirty I can see your stains
Under your dress clothes is a broken frame
Call it a saint, I can be replaced
Supposed to love but we turn with hate
Fancy clothes but hate gold chains
Cultures aren’t symbols of rebellion
Although some rebel
This is a sinner’s sermon
Thy not so faithful servant
I’m just a burden
Covered in sin to burn to men
I must be worthless
I am filled with curses
Only know rap verses
And I never listen to worship
Lord forgive my sin’s
If I do it all again
Praying Lord forgive this sin’s
Of thy not-so faithful servant
This isn’t a lash out to Christ, this is a deluded repentance to do what’s right
You wanna preach the word
You wanna reach the world
But you’re afraid of the world
So you hide from the world
What in the world are you even doing
You never turned the other cheek you just turned away when I’m ruined
Pray to God but I hear a wall
Does he hear me now or was it my last fall
My burdens are just burdens unless it’s Sunday
God’ll free me one day
Learn and pray
Read your Bible and you’ll grow grow grow
Jesus loves me this I know
But people never showed me so
So I shrink shrink shrink and then let go
Preacher preacher
At the steeple
Preacher preacher
teach your people
Preacher preacher
You’re so see through
Preacher preacher
Who’s evil?
I will always follow in the way’s of Christ
But I will not use twisted texts as a way to hold my vice
See God and I have a relationship
But I will not condone the motives of a hypocrite
What you don’t understand isn’t always demonic
And what you fear isn’t always evil
I will now recede back into acceptance
And fit the mold of all you people
Shalom, Peace be with you.